Fears and paranoia are not as harmless as they may seem... Most of your "do not want", "will not", "do not like", "laziness and apathy" is the result of fear.
Being conscious of the meaning and usefulness of your own efforts allows you to overcome laziness and apathy. Meaninglessness is the source of laziness. Only what is useful is interesting.
Laziness and apathy are result of lack of confidence. You need to bring confidence back to win over laziness, you need a little series of tremendous victories for it. Win and rejoice, it will invigorate you.
Procrastination is a sign that a person has no important things to do, he fell into the sin of despondency and loves nothing. Basically, it's just depression.
Judge not, lest ye be judged, this will save you from laziness, apathy, and depression. When an idealist judges reality, it always fails to live up to his ideal, fails to live up to his expectations and shatters his illusions. A mismatch between expectations of reality cause cognitive dissonance and 1000 of his sins and vices.
A mother teaches a child to love... fulfilling his every desire, is making a big mistake. She teaches him that love is the fulfillment of desires, and, therefore, the one who dared not fulfill at least one of his desires, does not love him and, therefore, there is evil and the enemy that causes fear, anger and hatred... Fleeing from enemies, the enemies hate the near enemy wither and fade, sinking into apathy and laziness.
The feeling of happiness is based on the feeling of usefulness. The meaning of life is to maintain its usefulness. If you lose your sense of usefulness, you will fall into depression, apathy and laziness.
Fish attacked in a shoal, and the biggest one even jumped out of water - that's how it wanted to eat… I was like a god, standing keeping feed above the water and made them jump. The biggest fish jumped well and high, knocking the feed out of hands…
That's why it was the biggest, and lazy small fry remained hungry…
Despondency and passion are one and the same. The only difference between them is which side of the barricades watching. In fact, despondency is greed. In the absence of faith man is not ready to achieve beauty and so turns into darkness.
Passive pleasures are also passivity, which means that they are suspicious, lazy, fearful, depressed, and procrastinating. Passive pleasures include television, the Internet, games, solace, sleep, and illusions.
The other side of pleasure is sadness. Pleasure inevitably turns into sadness and depression. People who choose the meaning of their life pleasure, inevitably end up sad and depressed depression.
Parents should not quarrel and get angry in the presence of their children. Parental aggression immerses children in fear and makes them wicked, lazy and stupid… and they easily fall victim to vices.
Having reached the end of the path, the person first falls into joyful anger. Then runs from the happy pain. Then the pain is mixed with apathy and depression, because he understands that you can not escape from yourself, but the main revelation of his way is that the perfect does not exist.
Laziness is a trait inherent in extremes. Laziness saves the world from a fool. Laziness saves a fool of himself. There's nothing scarier than an energetic fool. There's nothing worse than a spirited wiseacre. By creating the monster, nature has taken care to ensure that this creature troubles wouldn`t cause too much trouble.
There should be such a tool for self-motivation that it would hit you and make you do what is necessary, overcoming laziness and unwillingness. Besides, it should hit hard and until something gets done. It's impossible to switch it off.