If you remove all that is superfluous, you will feel an endless hunger, a hunger like fire. Desperate hunger. This hunger will kill all the fear and lies inside you. Your thoughts will become crystal clear, you will feel enlightenment, and a huge source of energy will be lit by the sun inside you.
Laziness, pain, fear, tired, I can't ... these are all information signals, the meaning of which is to prevent energy consumption. If you ignore the signal for a while by force of will (accept it), you will get used to it, and it will turn off.
The point is that the human Mind is the God of this world. The mind itself can decide what is beauty (the source of energy), what is faith (the source of power). The mind can designate anything as its source of infinite energy and power. The mind can defeat any enemy only by focusing its attention on it and loving its enemy.
To gain inner strength, you need to turn your faith inside yourself. The sun will light up inside you, but the outside world will collapse at that moment. For all your illusions rested on your pride. For the real world to emerge, the world of illusions must be destroyed.
To raise your self-esteem, you need to free your spirit from things. Spirit is beautiful and formless, spirit is pure energy. Meditate, focusing your attention on the solar plexus, thinking about who you are. You are immaterial, all forms are just your illusion.
Sensitivity gives a person a great source of nervous energy. On the one hand, this is good, but on the other hand, it takes a lot of courage and awareness to control this energy. The weak go mad, unable to understand themselves.