Paradoxically, self-dislike is the result of too much self-love. The one who loves himself too much is empty inside. Over-love created addiction, and now the unfortunate greedily howls, looking for external love.
There is truth in your words, but words that contain only truth are abominable lies. The real truth is always paradoxical and looks at the problem from very different angles, projections and dimensions.
When I looked at the worm-eaten Apple again, I realized that people don't know what they want. On the one hand, they like gold, which is not enough... and on the other hand, they like the Apple and irritate the worm in it. People's desires are contradictory. To earn money, I began to buy cheap wormy apples, take out worms and sell them for their weight in gold.
Humility is what allows you to keep the paradox intact without cutting it The Gordian knot. The Gordian knot is a figure of eight, an energy loop, an infinite source of energy that ensures the integrity of the system.
The paradox is that I write books because I don't want to write books. A person can only effectively do what they don't want to do. Restraint gives us strength. This situation should be accepted and rejoiced.