Too much creates a swamp and indicates that there is nothing to strive for, and this creates apathy and laziness. All your efforts are useless, because you are greedy, and greed is multiplication by zero.
If something doesn't work out, then it's useless for your meaning of life. On the other hand, the benefits can be extracted in very different ways, for example, enemies and dams are needed for training and accumulation of power.
Your problem is that you are a greedy and sad person, you have no faith… You're afraid to do useless things. Remember, there is nothing useless, any action is an act of faith, and therefore there is hope for a miracle.
What do you hope for? What are you praying for? Are you asking for your pride to be fed? Are you asking me to satisfy your lust for power and pleasure? Are you asking me to satisfy your bottomless hunger and insatiable fear?
You are in a hurry because you are afraid of the future and you are trying to do everything in advance. You forget that everything done earlier than necessary is a waste of time and energy. You should focus on the here and now, and tomorrow will take care of itself.
The ease of being is based on the fact that if you do not try to do tomorrow today, and focus on the day today, suddenly it turns out that everything is very simple and easy. All our haste and fuss are stupid and useless.
The point of time management is that if you do not try to greedily rush time, trying to do tomorrow today, then there is enough time for everything that is needed in excess. Most of what is done in advance and in reserve is useless.
The speed of time is a constant, and you can't speed up or slow down time. Haste or attempt to delay something is useless. Acceleration gives rise to a slowing down and obstruction. Delays create dams and floods.
Humility is the realization that ideal, truth, order, love, beauty, and hope are infinite and inexhaustible. In other words, the desire to achieve an ideal and the desire for power (control) there is pride over the essences of love.