Need a win without a victory in any way. Great victory to wait a long time and you can be exhausted. Stripped big plan into small steps and rejoice with every small victory. When there were no victories for a long time, make a small feat and rejoice to it.
The essence of vices and sins is to make a person run along the circle of his vices, grow weak, fall and resign himself to reality, thus overcoming his arrogance. Where, having resigned himself to reality, the person falls on the ground, the grain of his soul will germinate and, finally, that person will start doing what he had to do from the very beginning, i.e., start growing.
Love gives strength. Only fell in love-gained wings. But beware of falling into pride, love requires humility. If there is no humility, you will kill love and, having lost love, you will become powerless.
Excessive zeal generates burnout and envious ill-will on the part of others. You are too bright, and people get dark and hurt by your shortcomings. People start to suffer and work poorly. Especially strongly it is not pleasant to chiefs.
The truth is so simple that it is completely invisible. It lies under your feet, but to see it, you need to go a long and difficult way around the circle and, exhausted falling at the end of the path, hit it with your nose.
Hope should be protected by humility, so that it is not killed by disappointment and burnout. Hope is the conduit through which energy flows from love to faith. Faith is the power of movement. You will run out of energy, you will fall down without strength. Tell yourself, I know everything, there is no hope, hope is a lie and an illusion. Hope is the guiding star that gives me the strength to live. I will never reach it, but I will faithfully follow it all my life.
The essence of the last mile is that it has no end. The last mile is impossible to cover. The proud, in their greed and impatience, when they get into the swamp of the last mile, they are exhausted and fall. True love rejoices in the last mile, for infinite love is infinitely joyous.
Pride precedes a fall, and it is not even that the greedy will stumble or fall into a pit. Everything is much more banal. Pride is a thirst pleasure. The proud man will climb into the hole and lie down to rest himself. The meaning of being a proud man is to lie down and sleep. Proud people love dreams.
Your chronic fatigue is due to the fact that you are fighting your fears by erecting a barrier of denial against them. Fears need not be feared, fear is a friend... it comes not to destroy, but to save from Vice and sin.