Perfect head love subordinates, and he himself, with gratitude and joy, accept their love as the other beautiful courtship suitors. However, love in return and give your heart to someone should not. Heroes must fight for the heart of beauty and enjoy her smiles, but nothing more.
All these "honest" and "loyal" people are sick of pride in the sense that they understand love as possession and try to dominate everything they love. Accordingly, few people like to be dominated, so these "honest" and "loyal" people have a feeling about the ingratitude of people and the injustice of life.
You say the world is not fair. You say you have done good, but you have not seen gratitude, but only black ingratitude. You are ignorant. You do not know that good is done for the joy of doing good, and the thirst for reward is a sin of pride, punishable by eternity in hell. You got everything you deserved. Why aren't you happy?
Treat your fear as a useful friend. Sublimate all your resentments, anger, and rage to achieve your goals. Be grateful for everything that gives you energy, and direct this energy in a useful direction.
I do something, I want feedback, but it's not there… Lack of attention is when there is no love, which means there is fear, anxiety and suspiciousness. But the saddest thing is that there is no love in you, but there is pride, a greedy hunger for love and power.