When you judge, you say, " This is good and this is bad. This is useful, and this is useless." Your mistake is that you don't know that 1% of light needs 99% of darkness. Concentrated poison is very dangerous, useful should be diluted with useless.
Pride is a poison that kills, but in small quantities it is life and medicine-the Holy Grail. Pride in a small amount is free will and human reason. Too much pride is depression, rejection of love, anger, suffering, and a complete set of all other deadly sins.
Humility is the realization that beauty is poison in large quantities. Restraint is the ability to close your eyes when you see beauty. You can't look at beauty for a long time, an excess of pleasure will quickly turn into pain.
The question is not what kind of drug you have... the question is that you are an addict, and the meaning of your life is the search for pleasure. Yesterday you found pleasure in one, today in another, tomorrow you will find it in a third… It doesn't change anything. You need to realize that pleasure itself is a poison that can only be used in very moderate amounts.
What does the drug do? It seems to speed up time, allowing you to concentrate the mosaic of being and see the whole beauty divided in time. Concentrated beauty is joyous, but it creates an emotional overdose. It was not for nothing that it was divided. Beauty in small quantities is medicine, but in large quantities it is poison.
Everything is God. There is only one entity, which is poison and medicine. By dividing this essence into more and less, you create pride and love. By dividing the entities in half, you create harmony. However, experienced people say that the harmonic division occurs along the Golden section.