He drinks to get remorse and regain his working capacity. When he becomes lazy to work, he looks for an excuse to make himself bad, then in shame to force himself to obey and work.
Limitation by fear breeds bottomless hunger. After sitting in the confines of fear, hunger becomes bottomless. Now any attempt at restraint blows up the dam, and famine causes floods.
Waves are unstable. Busting generates a shortage. Women need stability in relationships. Men who act with pressure, give rise to an exacerbation of neuroticism in a woman.
It is a crime against reality to consider the past or future better than the present. The past is a lie. The future is a lie. Time now is the truth. Happiness lies in being an honest person and loving the truth. Liars Who Love Lies are unhappy. The meaning of reason is to find beauty and joy in the truth of the present.
To love yourself, you need to forgive yourself all your sins. To do this, you need to forgive the sins of all other people. And don't judge, and you won't be judged. You judge whether it is possible or impossible to love other people. Judging others, you condemn yourself, because all the specks that you see in other people's eyes are a log in yours. You can't condemn another person without falling into hell.
You don't have to do things that you'll brag about later. What you can brag about is overkill and pride, and therefore a reason for suffering. As for me, I believe that my affairs are modest and I have nothing to brag about.
It is good to be good, but you should always remember that I am bad. Feeling very good, a person forgets about the demon inside himself, but he remembers about the demons around him. There needs to be some balance. One must remember the demons, but control the masks of the Angels. At the same time, remember that the Angel is just a mask of politeness, ritual and morality. Within ourselves, we are all filled with a thirst for Vice.
The goal is to forget. The point is that when limited goals are not achieved, it becomes painful and you need to forget. Impossible goals save from such a scenario, because they are initially unattainable, which turns the one who follows them into a hero. The hero is joyful, and joy is energy.
There was nothing to do on Sunday. A hole formed in the soul and vile thoughts climbed into it. The thoughts hurt and hit the feeling of their own ideality. I wanted to get rid of the pain. What saves us from pain? Work, knowledge or vice, for example, alcohol. What will you choose?
Your problems are trying to be solved through medicine, which is a vice. Vice has become your cure for pride. Pride is a deadly disease, and vice is a lesser evil, a medicine that calms pride.
The idea of "I am bad", I have done some sins, I have done something for which it hurts me arises from the contrast of disbelief in myself. When a person believes in himself– he is good.
All sins are done tomorrow... Sins are tomorrow, and today we have love and truth. Today we have work and knowledge. The ideal, the rest and the vices will all be tomorrow.
Feeling disgusting is the key, it's the goal. Shame is the goal. Fear is the goal. After Vice, the most joyful is repentance, which must be preserved and used as a source of energy for as long as possible.
When there is no vice for a long time, a strong growth of pleasure begins. The idea of "I am good" fills the soul with complacency and arrogance. The body, by contrast, lacks suffering and a blow to self-esteem. Where to get them?
Pride comes from feeling "I am good" and forgetting about their sins. You should always remember your imperfection, so that, relying on it, you retain the ability to grow and develop. Movement is life. The meaning of life is movement and change. As soon as it begins to unnecessarily accelerate or slow down, a vice appears to stabilize the situation.
Every specialist in his industry knows that reality is long and expensive. Specialists always laugh in their hearts at the client's stupid hope to do it cheaply and quickly. However, the specialist himself falls into a similar trap, it is worth trying to order services in a related industry. We all falsely think that everything is easy and simple for our neighbor. In fact, all the work is equally difficult, the severity of the plumber's work is approximately identical to the work of a programmer, salesman or nuclear engineer.
You cannot stop the flow of thought, but you can direct its direction. That is, the goal of thought should be controlled. It is necessary to put the thoughts of the direction where to go, so that she does not uselessly run in circles or even worse not think about something harmful.
A person often drinks or uses drugs only to feel guilty. A person does not live well, he considers himself bad, he needs a sense of guilt to punish himself. Often this happens in those moments when he feels too good, when complacency overwhelms a person. At this point, the soul urgently requires flogging.