Too much joy is pride. Therefore, the neighbor is specially waiting for you to be in a good mood to spoil him with bad news and thereby pacify your pride.
Your problem is that you take the word "should"too seriously. The word "should" is no different from the word "want". You say you paid and you owe something. You say you gave energy, love, help and you should give in return what you want. You say I've been honest and no one should deceive me. It's all ignorance. No one owes you anything.
When a person sees an asshole, he intuitively wants to do something nasty. The most pleasant thing is when the asshole wants something, then do not give it to him or do it crookedly. Making assholes rage and suffer is a lot of fun.
Laugh, laugh, but remember that you are laughing at yourself. And that's good. Self-irony save you from arrogant pride. You most importantly do not forget that you are always laughing at yourself. Today I watched a satirical series and almost died of laughter. First I laughed at the characters of this series, and then I laughed at myself. I'm just like them. Whoever looks at me will laugh the same way.
Happiness is worth only what you can pay for it. Everything you have will have to pay for happiness. In this sense, happiness is very accessible to the poor, and greed will not allow the rich to achieve happiness. It is easy to give a little for happiness, but try to pay a lot for happiness at once, this will cause the suffering of greed.
A woman wants to be with that man who will not ask her stupid questions, but will do what she intuitively wants. A woman does not like to take responsibility and then blame herself for something.
Tell me, do you have any goals in life other than sex and your own pleasure? What is the meaning of your life? Is there anything there besides things, pleasure and Vanity?
Poor degenerates love to laugh at Rich degenerates. Output: man is stupid by nature and money has nothing to do with it. A degenerate, even after earning money, will not stop be a degenerate.
What is joy? The joy is to break the desires of the proud, thereby quelling their pride. Proud people are so ridiculously angry and soulful when Providence breaks them. Proud people crave happiness and pleasure, but everything is wrong and everything is wrong.
I think this world was created for the entertainment of the gods. The gods really like to pacify the pride of people and watch them scream and get angry. Making the proud suffer is insanely ridiculous. As soon as a proud person eats a piece of joy, the next moment something happens and poisons this joy. The life of the Proud is an endless hemorrhoid.
Those lords from whom you create idols, admiring their insane successes. These are people who are empty inside and maniacally try to fill the void inside themselves with work and movement. In fact, it is a neurosis. Some neurotics become workaholics and degenerates fixated on order and mania for control. Other neurotics become alcoholics, drug addicts and parasites. It doesn't change anything. Neurosis is pride, it gnaws a person from the inside like a core.
What makes my life hell? You want a buzz. You want everything to be perfect, the way you want it to be. You want peace, perfection, pleasure, happiness, buzz. The more you want it. The more you reproach the contrary with your desire, the greater your pride and the more you fall into hell.
What is hell like? In hell, your soul is filled with such wonderful emotions as anger, irritation, self-pity, resentment, hatred. In hell, everything is not as you want and plan. You want a high, and Mr. Devil is designed to break your high.
Pride is, man wants to go to heaven. The desire for everything to be good and high is Pride, which turns a person's life into hell. A person should not want to go to heaven. A person is cursed to live in hell, so you should humble yourself and give up hope of returning to paradise. Pride is the hope of heaven.
A proud man needs money to buy a high.: "I paid the money and I want everything to be perfect." The proud ignoramus. The proud man does not know that the devil created money to break the high of the proud in a particularly sophisticated way. It is very fun for the gods to watch how ridiculously angry a proud man is, whose expectations do not come true. It seems very unfair to the proud that he could not buy love and happiness.
The life of a proud man is a comedy in the style of " I want Paradise, and I am constantly deceived." There are lies all around, liars and scoundrels poisoning my paradise.
Providence loves equally to break the pride of all men, but the greater the pride, the more sensitive it is to be subdued. In this sense, the rich, the successful, the powerful, and the very smart suffer particularly badly. It's all about contrast. When you're all so special and arrogantly beautiful, it's especially unpleasant and insulting when your ass burns. Providence greatly disrespects the proud, and therefore creates for them a particularly sophisticated hell.
If sex is what matters most to you, then congratulations, you're a degenerate and your life sucks. By the way, the triumvirate of sex, money and Vanity only makes your shitty existence worse.
The idea of falling in love with Jesus as a person is especially pleasing to the hearts of the Proud, who have no other meaning in life than sex. These people loved nothing in their lives except their lovers. Ask the lustful, what is love? He will answer, Love is when I get high. Love is when I experience a narcotic pleasure, without which, it seems to me, I can not live. A pleasure that makes me a slave.
Want to make me laugh God, tell him what you want. To want and expect is pride. The gods are very fond of breaking human pride. Proud people want a buzz. The proud want everything to be perfect, as they want, and the gods laugh and poison the buzz of the proud.
A proud man can make money, but why should he make money? Money is needed by a proud man to get high. money is the biggest joke the gods. The buzz bought for money is poisoned, it is a drug. Proud people want everything to be perfectly high, but something always happens and poisons this high, which makes proud people very angry, filling their lives with suffering comparable to suffering. Princesses on a pea.
Good things happen to good people, but I doubt you're a good person. Your sin is pride, and you must suffer, and your vices must make a particularly painful contrast to your suffering.
I wish you the best! What? The best? Shove your best up your ass and go to hell. I hate the best. The best is hell, and the one who offers it is the devil.
The proud suffer greatly from their pride, but especially their children and loved ones become a strong source of suffering. Proud people suffer even more from close people than from diseases.
The proud love vices like manna from heaven. Vices were created to make life hell for the proud. Especially proud people love drugs, alcohol, lust and gluttony.
The proud man thinks that happiness and love are sold for money. The ignoramus does not know that only drugs are sold for money, making his life hell. The situation is similar with the attempt to achieve happiness and love through such tools as force or deception.
The nausea of our society has reached its limit. What are our values? Shit, eat, fuck, brag, dominate. They say life is suffering. It would be very strange if it were otherwise.
I don't think one person can be better than another. All people are parasites, scum, proud, sinners and all that. It will be incorrect to single out one of these creatures for the better.
Insecure people are very affectionate. No one likes them, and if he feels that you show him even a little attention, he will stick to you like a ghoul, trying to suck energy, love, time, etc. out of you.
There are people around whom it is very difficult to respect yourself. These people darken you with their brilliance and lower your self-esteem. Stay away from these people.
There are people who try to catch you on your dream, catch, use, and then give a kick in the ass. I recommend you to be very skeptical of people who catch you on all sorts of goodies.
There is a balance of joys and pains in the system. Getting rid of from one suffering, you will find new ones. A similar situation with joy. Thus, there is nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
The hysterical woman drives the man away, but at the same time wants him to stay. A hysterical woman wants a man to love not only her mask, but also her real one. And what a real hysterical girl she is? The little girl is a psychopath, filled with self-pity and resentful of the whole world. the Incarnate monster, full of fear, greed, anger and hatred.
The closer to the ideal, the sharper the Vice and the greater the disappointment in it. The pea only seems very small, but in fact it totally spoils everything. A barrel of honey with a fly in the ointment is the image of a princess on a pea. It's not just a fly in the ointment, it's a crash making all the honey useless.
The White Lotus is beautiful. I watched "White Lotus" the day before yesterday, and today I watched it in reality. I don't even need a movie. I watch this movie every day.
Ideality is a problem. The closer to the ideal, the more monstrous the vice hidden inside it. The secret vice makes the ideal almost useless, totally devaluing it.
The pursuit of the ideal is an allegory of the pursuit of the best and the negation of the good. The good is what it is, the best is something different. Thus, the proud man is not enough ordinary sex, he needs perverted sex. A proud man does not have enough wife, he needs a mistress. The proud man has little joy, he needs more joy, and for this he needs a contrasting background. To find a contrasting background, the proud man is intensely looking for problems, conflicts and reasons for discontent. A proud man really needs shit to create an ideal against him.
A rich man is better than a poor man just to the extent that a big pile of shit is better than a small pile of shit. Sure, a big pile of shit. more arrogant than a little pile of shit, but it's all a show-off.