…despite kitchen smoke, despite tv, despite kid screams, school lessons, despite night insomnia, despite overcrowded subway, despite work days 8 hours from 9 a.m. to 6 p.m, despite offence and irritation, despite indifference and emptiness, despite shops and markets, despite diseases and climate changes, despite kith and kin, despite smog and fog, despite fried potato smell in the kitchen, despite hundreds of «but», «if» and «why», despite hundreds of thoughts, despite hundreds of difficulties, despite any distance, despite time.
I look back on my past - on yesterday, on the day before yesterday and think, gosh, I'm such a silly! ...and then I look into tomorrow, into the day after tomorrow and think, how many mistakes I will do... …That's how it flows in the mistakes among the islands of right happy choices - ... I'm a shiplet.
I'm extremely lazy. In order to survive I have to cultivate quick wits in myself. And those few hours during which I'm capable of working well, should be used as effectively as possible.
In the terrible loneliness … among the crowd … she felt awfully cold, some insignificant talks, sentence-scraps, filling the space, - around didn't bring joy... Why is she here? Why not just read some book... Loneliness can be tolerated easier with a book rather than in the crowd...
There are many mistakes done in life due to the spirit of contradiction...
Because parents are against… Because someone said or did something... Colleagues, friends, parents, social morality and rules... It all affects one badly making one do many things another way round.
People expect something all their life… Expectation is a process that consumes energy and time more than anything else in a man's life. And at the same time, it's the most useless thing in the world.
There is a couple of perfect utopian communities known to nature. Hives are perfect female communities. Anthills are perfect male communities... And of course no one would deny that extremeties are effective. But is there truth in them? And who in fact, really needs these extremeties and what do they finally result into?