It is dangerous to put the blame on factors outside of yourself, because you do not control them, which creates despondency, that is, a decline in spirit. Put the blame on yourself, but believe in your ability to do everything you do, it will give you courage and keep your spirit strong.
We are all forced to do what we don't want or can't do, which saves the system from an overproduction crisis. If we do what we want and what we can, it will quickly Deplete our forces and resources of the system, creating a crisis of overproduction.
Attempts to make for the future and in advance, as a rule, are useless and lead to the loss of time and money. Moreover, they distract from what should be done here and now, thus destroying the fabric of reality.
You should avoid the prickles of pleasure in the chest associated with vanity, flattery, contempt for others and self-satisfaction. Strong emotions lead to an overdose of emotions, against which the world becomes vile and terrible. Fear can cause energy drain, laziness, and procrastination.
In times of crisis and decline, first of all, you should cut to the quick and minimize all energy leaks and unnecessary expenses. It is impossible to prevent the fall, but you can save some resources so that after you find the bottom, you can start growing again from scratch. Growing from scratch does not require a lot of initial energy, so if you can save something, it will be fine.
Your chronic fatigue is due to the fact that you are fighting your fears by erecting a barrier of denial against them. Fears need not be feared, fear is a friend... it comes not to destroy, but to save from Vice and sin.
When you work, try not to think about money or vanity. Greed breeds pride, which means fear. Fear slows you down and drains your strength. Pride is a lie, a lie destroys reality and truth, depriving you of the miracle of love.