The conscious mind must be careful that the subconscious mind is always busy. If the subconscious has nothing to do, there will be a catastrophe. Moreover, the subconscious doesn't understand the probability of events and sometimes might want such nonsense that to escape would be extremely problematic.
A series of defeats programmed the subconscious with fear. In fear IT is afraid now to even move, fills the body with laziness and apathy. To reprogram this state, it takes a series of artificial victories.
If you think one thing and do something else, it means your spirit and you are weak, and you are the slave of your subconscious (the It). Emotions, sins and vices control you, and all your reason can do is to helplessly bark at and scold them, like a small dog.
Apathy is a reaction to fear in weak people. The subconscious has decided that it is dangerous to move because it causes a useless loss of energy. There are three types of reactions to fear - to run, to attack, or to freeze while paralyzed with terror. Apathy is the third variant of the body's reaction to fear.
Frustration is the fear of losing again. Frustration is cowardice. Man is afraid of pain... "Again I will hurt you" - going through his subconscious. "I'd better not do anything,"thinks the horse," and that will save me from another disappointment."