Remember your fears and laugh. Remember your shame and laugh. Remember your grievances and laugh. You have to laugh wherever you have to kill something... laughter is a beautiful poison and a killer.
Taking yourself, people, and life too seriously is a sign of cowardice, idealism, stupidity, deceit, and pride. Be simple and people will reach out to you. Life likes to keep things simple.
Repentance is change. Repent, change all your emotions and feelings diametrically. Where you were afraid, angry, and crying, now you should be happy and smiling. Repentance is salvation from all your sufferings.
Those who understand life have stopped laughing, because, first of all, there is not much to laugh about, and secondly, an overdose of emotions is harmful to health. It is enough that you will be cheerful and restrained smile.
Take your time, you'll make people laugh, but on the other hand, you'll get smarter. I was always in a hurry, and always laughed at... Criticism and ridicule mercilessly revealed all my flaws and vices, burning them in the flames of hellish pain.