I am happy to be. I'm happy to move. I am happy to have. I'm happy not to be. I'm happy not to move. I'm happy not to have one. What can you do to scare me? Pain that is an illusion? How can you seduce me? Joy and things that are illusory? I have my own illusions infinitely many, why do I need your illusions?
In spite of everything, I will look to the future with hope. Doubt whispers, hope is a lie… Doubts are depressing and want to kill my faith. Faith is a movement. "Stop!» - shouts despondency... And I answer: "NO!»
I am torn by a contradictory sense of illusory existence. All my life I have lived on the edge of a precipice of fear. Moreover, I have been running all my life from the edge of this abyss that is running after me to destroy me. All my life I have been endlessly afraid of the future, not of the future itself, but of the abyss of fear that will overtake and devour me behind my wall. All my life, my soul is warmed by the hope that I will be able to run away from the edge, and I believe this hope... but ... you know, it lasts all my life. Understand… All of it…
The point is, you can do whatever you're doing, just don't be nervous or afraid. It is bad for your health to be nervous, then it is expensive and painful to be treated. Just believe that you are doing everything right and there is no point in being afraid. However, it is simply pointless to be afraid.
It is pointless to be afraid and worry, turn on your curiosity and contemplate the situation from above. All these rumors and fears, all this is not yet. You should work with what you have. Everything else is still speculation.
Voltaire teaches us that there is nothing to fear, including the non-fulfillment of our desires. All vanity of vanities. All our losses, gains, greatness, power, happiness, passions, desires and dreams, fears and pain, all this is ephemeral, coming and going.
When you are afraid, imagine that you are a candle in the dark, ... and the source of your fear is the darkness, and the fear itself is the wind. If there is no fear, there will be no wind. The threat to you is not the darkness, but the very fact of fear.
Do not give in to provocations, you need to love yourself. To love yourself means to protect your health and not allow yourself to be afraid. Fear is very bad for everything. Don't believe in fear, just don't believe. Especially do not sublimate it into anger, aggression, laziness, sadness and apathy.
During trials, all the troubles come together. ... You should know this, you should prepare for it, and you should not be afraid. Fear paralyzes, and you do not be afraid, you keep the faith, that is, the movement. Don't let the troubles steal your time. Find shelter and do something useful while the storm rages.
It's so scary, I want to shit myself with horror. On the other hand, you know, it's the same as always, it's the same as usual. My head is crawling with lazy thoughts, again we will be killed, again intimidated, a hundred times it has already happened, and a hundred times it will happen again.
They always scare us. I was so tired of being scared that one day I said to myself, go to hell with your threats. You need to, you do, and I won't be scared... I don't care. In any case, it will be good for me personally, even if we all die, then I will go to heaven and I will be happy in Paradise.
Don't believe the threats. Don't be afraid of threats. Don't ask for mercy… Laugh! Be happy! "You're lying - tell me - do Not you take us to the fright. Scared us! We have already given three non-scared people for one scared person.
Again we are afraid of the future… I'm even a little amused. They're always scaring us, and we're shivering… My heart sinks with horror, my stomach churns. Again ...again the same broken record hundreds of times. I want to say "I don't believe", but it's not true, I believe ... but I don't care. Scare me, do what you want, and I'll do what I think is right.
Every time I face a new gigantic problem hanging over my head like an axe over a block, I try to encourage myself with the thought that I have seen dozens of such problems before, and each time I managed to benefit from them, and everything was fine. The thought is not exactly invigorating, but it avoids the paralyzing horror.