To get rid of the negative symptoms of neurosis, it is necessary to adjust the internal beliefs of a person by changing the contrasting black-and-white thinking to a gradient one. The chasm under your feet is a contrast of black and white, if you replace it with a sandy sloping Bank, the chasm will disappear, and along with it, anxiety, irritability, fear, procrastination, etc.
The neurotic lives on the edge of a precipice. The abyss is the ocean. The abyss is an illusion of black-and-white dichotomous thinking. In fact, a step into the abyss is not terrible, because the coast is actually flat, and you can go quite far from the edge to fish or relax. However, if you swim very far away or get caught in a storm, you can drown. But if you know where to go and can swim, you can easily swim to the next island.
To get rid of anxiety, fear, anger, laziness and all your other vices, you need to move away from the edge of the abyss. When you've been running on the edge of a precipice all your life, it's hard to relax. The gap is a consequence of the peculiarity of dichotomous black thinking. If black-and-white thinking is changed to a gradient, the terrible chasm will turn into a pleasant flat sandy beach, and the fear will disappear.
Do you know where exponential growth comes from? Everything goes in a circle. The first half of the way you climb the mountain with zeal, and what seems to you an explosive growth is a step into the abyss and a flight down with the acceleration of free fall to the next lower energy level. The lower the energy level, the more energy it has.
I am torn by a contradictory sense of illusory existence. All my life I have lived on the edge of a precipice of fear. Moreover, I have been running all my life from the edge of this abyss that is running after me to destroy me. All my life I have been endlessly afraid of the future, not of the future itself, but of the abyss of fear that will overtake and devour me behind my wall. All my life, my soul is warmed by the hope that I will be able to run away from the edge, and I believe this hope... but ... you know, it lasts all my life. Understand… All of it…
You feel like you've been living on the edge of a precipice all your life… But, in fact, this is not the case. First of all, you're bored. Secondly, you are flying into the abyss and the abyss surrounds you on all sides. You are a star, and you fly endlessly across the galaxy. And Yes… All your fears and problems you have come up with yourself, so that it is not very boring.
Haste, greed, and greed are meaningless, because what you desire is unattainable while you are alive. You want to stop being afraid, you want to run away from the edge, you want to feel safe... it's impossible. Fear is a constant, and you, the edge of fire, live on the edge of darkness. However, it is possible that you are a darkness living on the edge of the world, but it still does not change anything.
When you go to the edge of the abyss, do not think, do not be afraid, but look around with curiosity. What will happen now? Where is the thing that will save us this time? There is always salvation, the only question is whether you have the intelligence and care to find it.