Your problem is that you are a greedy and sad person, you have no faith… You're afraid to do useless things. Remember, there is nothing useless, any action is an act of faith, and therefore there is hope for a miracle.
Punctuality and accuracy is respect for time and the boundaries of things. All forms (processes) the material world is limited by time. When one process gets on top of another process - this is disrespect, aggression, rudeness... on the other hand, the less, the more, so the process that makes a bust, kills itself.
When I looked closely at the number eight, I realized that it was a kind of unity of one and zero. Energy flows from zero to one and back through the eight. Eight is the process of infinite rebirth of one to zero and back.
To cause the system to grow and become more complex, you need to start organizing and controlling it. Or simply create work that is conditioned by any goals. The longer and longer the work, the more stable the growth of the system.
Flows of movement and information require energy. Thus, hope and goals, generating movement and work, mobilize energy for themselves. Thus, any movement that carries any goals can attract energy to itself. The more material movement there is in the system, the more energy this movement binds.
Information is a flow of energy movement. Information is contained in the movement. Movement generates information. In fact, it is an experience, an act of knowing the truth. A working bundle of information is truth, truth is experience, experience is an act of faith and movement.
As long as there is movement in the system, the system grows. Stopping movement in the system causes the system to shrink and collapse. The more efficient the movement and flow of information within the system, the more efficient the growth of the system.
It's very simple. Your main problem is ignorance. Ignorance creates doubt, doubt creates fear, and fear inhibits you. If you get rid of the inhibition and start moving, the movement will create a miracle of love. Love is an experience, an act of faith, truth, fruitfulness, hope, and the transformation of illusions into reality. By the way, even ignorance is not a hindrance to courageous people and fools.